I have been in Baltimore since September/October of 2021 and I came here with a fire in my spirit and goal to accomplish, but now I'm not really sure how I feel about things. From my health to the crazy-ass urge to settle down and be in love. ( Mmm... I think it's the hormones.) I can't really focus on the goal cuz so much is swimming in my head. I want to focus on work but I'm spinning the wheel when it comes to working. My mind is in a constant race to improve myself and correct the cringey things I have done in the past. Let's not even get on the sexual encounters that I have had. The fact that I would rather keep it light and distant to save myself the disappointment, or even possible heartbreak.
Let's be clear, I didn't come here for the dating or anything other than to grow internally, see if I can establish myself in another place, and work on the business. I look at everything as a lesson or an experience to grow from, so I'm not disappointed. I'm just wondering why my energy just left and how do I refocus myself. So, I came up with a list of things that I thought could be holding me up or I could implement into my life.
- Limit distractions
- Create a realistic routine and stick to it.
- Stop breaking agreements with yourself.
- Dive deep into some discipline
- Therapy... Stick with it!
- Stay busy... an idle mind is your worst enemy.
- Use your talents! The more you deny yourself an outlet the worst you will feel.
- Trust your instincts.
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