Before I left...
So...
I met my deadline sorta, but I don't have the same excitement that I had at the beginning of the summer. I'm excited to embark on new things, start over, and rebuild. I'm also sad to leave my son and my whole life just to start over for what I think will be the better. It feels eerily like it did when I went away to boarding school. I was depressed for a bit and I hope that's not how this will be. Of course, I'm a lot older and this will be a welcomed change of pace. I think this will be a great way for me to focus and get things together. I feel its another phase of growth and life experience that I need. Especially since my mom (of all people) told me to grow up. I guess this is the test. Go to Baltimore and Slayyyy... or fuck it up. In all honesty, I'm trying to slay everything I touch. From thugging, it out for 6 months to glowing the fuck up when it comes to my health.
I met my deadline sorta, but I don't have the same excitement that I had at the beginning of the summer. I'm excited to embark on new things, start over, and rebuild. I'm also sad to leave my son and my whole life just to start over for what I think will be the better. It feels eerily like it did when I went away to boarding school. I was depressed for a bit and I hope that's not how this will be. Of course, I'm a lot older and this will be a welcomed change of pace. I think this will be a great way for me to focus and get things together. I feel its another phase of growth and life experience that I need. Especially since my mom (of all people) told me to grow up. I guess this is the test. Go to Baltimore and Slayyyy... or fuck it up. In all honesty, I'm trying to slay everything I touch. From thugging, it out for 6 months to glowing the fuck up when it comes to my health.
Comments
Post a Comment