I can't keep running...

So... I should be doing laundry but I'm here on the computer. I felt compelled to purge myself of these thoughts.

Once again, I have run from a relationship. I'm just not with the shits! I get all anxious and very suffocated, almost immediately into the relationship. It's like I want to love the person; I don't want to feel like I am obligated to spend copious amounts of time with them. I want my space and my own company more often than not. People say you have to compromise and I just can't wrap my mind around being engulfed into someone that much. So much we spend every waking moment and basically attached at the hip... Nah, fam!