30 going on 25 years old.

So, today is my birthday...
As I mark this milestone I'm coming clean and being honest with myself about a few things.

1. I can finally accept I really don't have an ass.

2. I'm still going to get carded/id checked and people won't believe my age.

3. I do have feelings.

4. I should express them more often, in a healthy way.

5. I hate when people call me "Big Girl". Like, Sir, I'm a grown ass woman.

6. Why do I feel like a grown ass woman at 30 as opposed to any other age?

7. What am I really doing with my life? I gotta stop being all over the place.

8. It's ok to mess up and start over. Be grateful for the chance to learn from your mistakes and have a safe space to learn the necessary lessons.

9. When I lose sight of my faith and beliefs, I lose sight of my focus.

10. Have better men friends than I had in the past.

11. Self-care is real and so are my conditions. I must protect this vessel!

12. "Family" is not as deep as people make it out to be. Lowkey they are just people and loyalty means nothing if it's not returned or shown.

13. Some of them you would never associate with if they weren't related to you. Accept that and act accordingly.

14. Let someone love you and try to be a better lover.

15. Enjoy the experience of life and let go of the hang-up's you are in control of your life and manifestations!