Glass houses and social media
Good Afternoon All...
I'm writing as a vent piece and that's really it. I think the reason I care so much right now is that it is so fresh. So I broke up with my dude in January and we were on this weird thing since. Or maybe I have been on a weird thing cuz he keeps selling a dream. Either way, not the point. The fact that this dude never came thru for shit I needed him for nor did he put forth the energy to meet me in the middle of certain shit. Now fast forward to today. We have been cool taking and shit this whole time and he neglected to mention that he somehow had a whole new person and all that, that he loves sooooo much. Either way here is where the issues lie... When were you going to tell me that you were with someone else while I'm being hella vulnerable with you? When were you going to be like don't even cuz I'm on to someone else? When were you going to be honest so I could cut the ties? Why do I have to find out on social media you were a dirtball? I mean as much as I want to drag him and all that, I can't cuz in the back of my mind I should have know better than to even date down.
Now dating down isn't a bad thing all the time because in this day and age shit is tough, but this situation should have been dead once I saw his approach to new concepts and such. I think the thing that bothers me most is when you let someone in who you may feel doesn't deserve you but you foolishly give them a chance. I kissed a frog and thought it was a prince only to snap out of it and realize that shit is a fairy tale.
I'm writing as a vent piece and that's really it. I think the reason I care so much right now is that it is so fresh. So I broke up with my dude in January and we were on this weird thing since. Or maybe I have been on a weird thing cuz he keeps selling a dream. Either way, not the point. The fact that this dude never came thru for shit I needed him for nor did he put forth the energy to meet me in the middle of certain shit. Now fast forward to today. We have been cool taking and shit this whole time and he neglected to mention that he somehow had a whole new person and all that, that he loves sooooo much. Either way here is where the issues lie... When were you going to tell me that you were with someone else while I'm being hella vulnerable with you? When were you going to be like don't even cuz I'm on to someone else? When were you going to be honest so I could cut the ties? Why do I have to find out on social media you were a dirtball? I mean as much as I want to drag him and all that, I can't cuz in the back of my mind I should have know better than to even date down.
Now dating down isn't a bad thing all the time because in this day and age shit is tough, but this situation should have been dead once I saw his approach to new concepts and such. I think the thing that bothers me most is when you let someone in who you may feel doesn't deserve you but you foolishly give them a chance. I kissed a frog and thought it was a prince only to snap out of it and realize that shit is a fairy tale.

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